I started this year on 171st. Street in Manhattan. A good friend drove us up the 60+ blocks to a friend of a friend's apartment. It was a pretty crappy New Years. A lot of local grad students doing mushrooms and smoking pot. Not the classiest of places I've been in my two years of NYC living. Regardless, it was one night. So now one year later, I'm in DC with my best friend getting ready. Tonight's agenda will start with dinner at a Chinese restaurant then on to a Mexican themed bar for the "Mustache Fiesta 2011." I've been reflecting on this past year. It was a really great year for me! I may have started the year in a cramped hazy apartment on the way upper west side with a job that wasn't satisfying, but God has used all of those not-so-ideal environments to grow me. Because the Lord allowed for me to be taken out of that environment, I have been able to go back to Africa and now am able to see with eyes unveiled. I can look at tonight as an opportunity to have fun and love my friends...but most importantly be an example of Christ. I am not going to be consumed by this world. God allowed for me to go through experiences this year so that I can now understand and love others more than before.
I pray that 2011 will be a year to please God. I want my life to reflect his grace and blessings. I don't just want what the world considers 'good' for my life, but I am seeking for God's best. Many thanks to God for a great year of ups and downs. Lots of heartache and disappointment, but much blessing and so many amazing opportunities. He is romancing me in such a deeper way since my trip to Cape Town. It's a beautiful part of my testimony that I could never have imagined. He is great. Living life right now is a gift. So as everyone is searching for someone before midnight, I pray that God would hold me closer. I pray that he takes my hand in preparation for this new year. I'm ready for his adventures to continue.
Cheers to a great 2011!
Friday, December 31, 2010
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Be Still
Well I am finally back in East Tennessee and beginning to process my trip. So far it's been really weird being home. First of all, it's cold. It snowed here yesterday which is taking some getting use to after 70-80 degree Cape Town weather!
Secondly, little things like having way too many choices are hard to get used to. I've realized that I have too many clothes and shoes because it's taking me way too long to decide on what to wear. Five months ago in NYC, I had the opposite 'problem' of not having enough options. I'm thankful that God is continuing to push me to see beyond the world's wants. With Christmas fast approaching, I am thankful to have time with my family during this season and trying to stay content in the moment. Please be in prayer for those who don't have family to spend the holidays with.
In my spare time I'm reflecting on pictures of South Africa and my new friends there. I truly miss them! I have a feeling it won't be too long before I'm on my back to Africa, other than the trip in Feb. 2011.
In my spare time I'm reflecting on pictures of South Africa and my new friends there. I truly miss them! I have a feeling it won't be too long before I'm on my back to Africa, other than the trip in Feb. 2011.
The weekend before leaving to come home, I was able to attend the Evangeline Ministries sewing class graduation. It was so fun to see how proud the class was to show off their outfits to friends and family. Evangeline Ministries works to train women with HIV/AIDS to sew. Upon graduating each woman is presented with a sewing machine. It was so beautiful to watch! I will miss seeing each of them on a daily basis. Please lift up my friends in South Africa during the holidays, mainly for safe travels. Many of them travel to the Eastern Cape. Please be praying for protection and joyful time spent with their families this Christmas.
Trying to be still during the holiday season...and in this season of my life.
“Be still, and know that I am God! I will be honored by every nation. I will be honored throughout the world.” Psalm 46:10
Monday, December 6, 2010
Goodbye...Until Hello Again
Thank you for all the love and support I have received during this time in South Africa. I fully intend on continuing this blog. As this one chapter is ending, God is continuing to reveal the next steps. I hope to be blessed in knowing that each of you will continue to walk this journey with me! I love each of you so much.
Friday, December 3, 2010
Living Way Farewell
Hello Friends,
Today is my last day with Living Way. God has blessed me so much today and given me gifts I will never forget. The LW staff all went out for a Christmas breakfast. I have been so blessed to have worked with such sweet people. When we got back I stopped by Louis' workroom to give him a picture of us I had printed out. He gave me a picture of him and a letter that absolutely melts my heart. I have been blessed to know him. I will continue to pray for him and his business. Of everyone here, he stole my heart.
Some other special people here that I have had the opportunity to love and pray for:
Vusi gave me a wire cross that he made as a goodbye gift. He is truly a special and talented man. I have enjoyed getting to know him. Tommy is care free, fun person. He is always singing and dancing around the campus. These two men have made everyday brighter. They always make sure I'm laughing before leaving their workroom.
Khutsie was one of the workers in the bakery. She is getting married on December 22 and has a 4 year old little girl. She is a vibrant woman with a huge personality! She constantly gave me a hard time for dressing like a boy. I was able to pray with her on many occasions and encourage her to keep focused on God.
*Bakery Update: All the bakers quit on Tuesday because of a change to their pay. The only way to save the business was to base wages on commission instead of a set daily wage. Luckily, Richard has spoken with Khutsie and she is open to coming back. Please continue to be praying for her and the bakery. I was so sad that I was not going to be able to say a proper goodbye to my bakery friends! I have been praying that they would come back before I left. Well they all didn't come back, but this afternoon I heard a knock on the door.
Phumzile had come back to say goodbye. God gave me the most wonderful answer to prayer; I got to say goodbye to one of my friends from the bakery. He came to tell us that he got a job as a salesman with Macro (Bulk goods warehouse..like Sams Club.) It's so beautiful to know that he has a steady job and is able to provide for his family. I cried, happy tears, after he left. It was one of those moments when you feel the presence of God standing with you. He is a hard worker and will do well. I am so thankful for Phumzile. He was always honest and reliable. He asked good questions. I will miss his genuineness.
I knew today would be emotional. It has been one of the most beautiful of days here. I have been changed because of the people here. Richard said that 'farewell' isn't goodbye. When you wish someone farewell, you are wishing them well for the next steps ahead. So even though it's still sad, it's not goodbye.
Today is my last day with Living Way. God has blessed me so much today and given me gifts I will never forget. The LW staff all went out for a Christmas breakfast. I have been so blessed to have worked with such sweet people. When we got back I stopped by Louis' workroom to give him a picture of us I had printed out. He gave me a picture of him and a letter that absolutely melts my heart. I have been blessed to know him. I will continue to pray for him and his business. Of everyone here, he stole my heart.
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| Louis |
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| Vusi and Tommy |
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| Khutsie |
*Bakery Update: All the bakers quit on Tuesday because of a change to their pay. The only way to save the business was to base wages on commission instead of a set daily wage. Luckily, Richard has spoken with Khutsie and she is open to coming back. Please continue to be praying for her and the bakery. I was so sad that I was not going to be able to say a proper goodbye to my bakery friends! I have been praying that they would come back before I left. Well they all didn't come back, but this afternoon I heard a knock on the door.
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| Phumzile |
I knew today would be emotional. It has been one of the most beautiful of days here. I have been changed because of the people here. Richard said that 'farewell' isn't goodbye. When you wish someone farewell, you are wishing them well for the next steps ahead. So even though it's still sad, it's not goodbye.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
One Bag Packed & To-Do Lists
"As each has received a gift, use it to serve one another." 1 Peter 4:10
Last night I was up pretty late playing Tetris with my stuff...shoes fit here...beads go there...row by row, one of my bags is packed. But still I'm a bit stressed that I'm not going to get everything done. Based on yesterday's meetings and to-do lists, I have a feeling that this week is going to be pretty 'packed.'
When I get into work, the first thing I do is look at my calendar. I have it color coded, labeled, circled, and past events scribbled out. I'd call it 'Mental Vomit' if my desk were a gallery exhibition. The OCD part of my brain needs a list of tasks to mark out, but the spiritual side of me is wanting peace. Or at least a blank piece of paper. I think what I'm searching for is time to process. Or time to create. I have the urge to do something organic that moves outside of boxes, structures and calendar dates.
My devotion this morning was about serving one another. I especially liked the prayer listed, "Lord, you have no needs. Show me how to serve you by meeting the needs of those around me." So this morning, I'm trying to harness all the mental chaos in order to see the needs of those around me today. It's so easy to get overwhelmed with everything on my to-do list. But God isn't concerned with to-do lists. May God bless today with opportunities to love his people and meet their needs.
Last night I was up pretty late playing Tetris with my stuff...shoes fit here...beads go there...row by row, one of my bags is packed. But still I'm a bit stressed that I'm not going to get everything done. Based on yesterday's meetings and to-do lists, I have a feeling that this week is going to be pretty 'packed.'
When I get into work, the first thing I do is look at my calendar. I have it color coded, labeled, circled, and past events scribbled out. I'd call it 'Mental Vomit' if my desk were a gallery exhibition. The OCD part of my brain needs a list of tasks to mark out, but the spiritual side of me is wanting peace. Or at least a blank piece of paper. I think what I'm searching for is time to process. Or time to create. I have the urge to do something organic that moves outside of boxes, structures and calendar dates.
My devotion this morning was about serving one another. I especially liked the prayer listed, "Lord, you have no needs. Show me how to serve you by meeting the needs of those around me." So this morning, I'm trying to harness all the mental chaos in order to see the needs of those around me today. It's so easy to get overwhelmed with everything on my to-do list. But God isn't concerned with to-do lists. May God bless today with opportunities to love his people and meet their needs.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Nov. 27-29
Good afternoon friends!
This past weekend was pretty relaxing. Tammy, Tracy and I went out Saturday morning to Kalk Bay to window shop and walk around. That afternoon everyone did their own thing..I took a long nap! I've been exhausted lately. I think my body is ready for the holidays in order to shut down for a little bit. Saturday night, the three of us went to the Toad (Tracy needed to be introduced to our favorite hang out spot!) Great day with great friends!
This past weekend was pretty relaxing. Tammy, Tracy and I went out Saturday morning to Kalk Bay to window shop and walk around. That afternoon everyone did their own thing..I took a long nap! I've been exhausted lately. I think my body is ready for the holidays in order to shut down for a little bit. Saturday night, the three of us went to the Toad (Tracy needed to be introduced to our favorite hang out spot!) Great day with great friends!
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| Kalk Bay |
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| Tammy (L) and Tracy (R) |
On Sunday we went to church in the A.M. then decided to relax in the afternoon. That evening we went to Hillsong for their final service in the Cape Town International Convention Center (CTICC.) The CTICC has been Hillsong's 'home' for the last two years. Next week is the first Sunday in their brand new building! I'm so excited to see this new house.
Today has been pretty busy with a management meeting and yearly planning meeting this morning. I spoke with Louis about our collaboration project. He is working on some sketches that I will look at tomorrow afternoon. I'm really looking forward to seeing what he has in mind. It should be interesting to see how much we can complete in 4 days! I will keep it well documented for you all to see the progress. The end goal is for him to have photos to add to his portfolio as well as some income for the week. Please be in prayer that I am able to accomplish a lot this final week here. This time next week I'll be (hopefully) all packed and getting mentally prepared for the 21 hour flight home. Crazy!
Friday, November 26, 2010
Giving Thanks
Hope you all had a blessed Thanksgiving!
I enjoyed a wonderful lunch hosted by Living Hope's Life Skills Educators. They acted out the first Thanksgiving..which I have to say was hilarious. The South Africans did a noble job of trying to understand our Thanksgiving, but I am truly thankful that the Americans did the cooking! I needed a good dose of comfort food.
I am thankful for my time here. Only a week and 2 days left. It's crazy how the time flew by! I am thankful for my new friends here and everything that the Lord has taught me. I literally needed to be taken out of my busy, loud, constantly going, stressful life in order to be still and listen to God.
I enjoyed a wonderful lunch hosted by Living Hope's Life Skills Educators. They acted out the first Thanksgiving..which I have to say was hilarious. The South Africans did a noble job of trying to understand our Thanksgiving, but I am truly thankful that the Americans did the cooking! I needed a good dose of comfort food.
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| Yum! |
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| My South African Family |
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Faith is...We Do What?
"Suppose a brother or sister is without clothes and daily food. If one of you says to him, 'Go, I wish you well; keep warm and well fed,' but does nothing about his physical needs, what good is it?"
-James 2: 15-16
Faith is more than something you just feel. Many people confuse emotions and feelings with faith. They come to church and they're moved emotionally, maybe even inspired, but that doesn't mean they're walking in faith. The Bible says faith is something we do, not just what we feel. An example would be, if I were on the streets of New York City and see someone homeless. Let's say that I am able to see beyond the possible addictions, mental disease, proof of poor life choices or result of the terrible economy. What I see is someone who is hungry, cold, in need of clothing and shelter. Am I showing great faith, not generosity, but FAITH if in passing tell him to "Cheer up!" "Don't worry, God is good!"????
No.
Faith carries compassion. Faith is doing anything I can to stop the hurt. Jesus was moved with compassion for people. Broken people. Jesus showed us faith in practical means: food, clothing and shelter. You and I show faith by what we do. Our actions. What we can do may not make a difference to everybody, but it will make a difference to those we help.
Great opportunities to serve God often come as small opportunities to serve those around us who are in need.
(Adaptation of Rick Warren's daily devotional Faith is Something We Do.)
I am especially convicted by this today. Yes I followed a calling to serve in Africa, but was I obedient showing faith in New York City? I might of passed someone my leftover lunch on the way to the subway, but did I get the barefoot man outside of my building a pair of shoes? Or ask him if he knew where a shelter was? I didn't even take the time to consider finding out where a shelter was to direct someone if necessary. Most times on the subway when the 'crazy' lady asking for change walked by I'd turn my I-pod volume up and look at the floor. Also, I would avoid eye contact. Because eye contact is personal. When you look at someone in the eyes you are acknowledging their presence and humanity.
This is yet another wall that God is tearing down in my heart in order to build up compassion. It's easier for me to go to Africa than to look those in my community in the eye. I am grateful for this time for God to open my eyes...along with my ears. I pray that he continues to prune me. Refine my actions. And open my heart to fully love like he loves. It hurts sometimes (OK, most of the time) to be transformed, but I am thankful.
Wishing you the Happiest of Thanksgivings!
-James 2: 15-16
Faith is more than something you just feel. Many people confuse emotions and feelings with faith. They come to church and they're moved emotionally, maybe even inspired, but that doesn't mean they're walking in faith. The Bible says faith is something we do, not just what we feel. An example would be, if I were on the streets of New York City and see someone homeless. Let's say that I am able to see beyond the possible addictions, mental disease, proof of poor life choices or result of the terrible economy. What I see is someone who is hungry, cold, in need of clothing and shelter. Am I showing great faith, not generosity, but FAITH if in passing tell him to "Cheer up!" "Don't worry, God is good!"????
No.
Faith carries compassion. Faith is doing anything I can to stop the hurt. Jesus was moved with compassion for people. Broken people. Jesus showed us faith in practical means: food, clothing and shelter. You and I show faith by what we do. Our actions. What we can do may not make a difference to everybody, but it will make a difference to those we help.
Great opportunities to serve God often come as small opportunities to serve those around us who are in need.
(Adaptation of Rick Warren's daily devotional Faith is Something We Do.)
I am especially convicted by this today. Yes I followed a calling to serve in Africa, but was I obedient showing faith in New York City? I might of passed someone my leftover lunch on the way to the subway, but did I get the barefoot man outside of my building a pair of shoes? Or ask him if he knew where a shelter was? I didn't even take the time to consider finding out where a shelter was to direct someone if necessary. Most times on the subway when the 'crazy' lady asking for change walked by I'd turn my I-pod volume up and look at the floor. Also, I would avoid eye contact. Because eye contact is personal. When you look at someone in the eyes you are acknowledging their presence and humanity.
This is yet another wall that God is tearing down in my heart in order to build up compassion. It's easier for me to go to Africa than to look those in my community in the eye. I am grateful for this time for God to open my eyes...along with my ears. I pray that he continues to prune me. Refine my actions. And open my heart to fully love like he loves. It hurts sometimes (OK, most of the time) to be transformed, but I am thankful.
Wishing you the Happiest of Thanksgivings!
Monday, November 22, 2010
Go and Rebuild the Broken
I wanted to share some of what God is doing in my life this past week, especially this past weekend.
I have been in prayer over the decision for where I am supposed to go and what job I need to take. I feel that God is very clearly telling me to wait. I am not excited about returning to the fashion industry doing the same thing I did before. God is wanting me to be intentional about my decisions. I do however have the urge to go back to the City, but it will be a very different City. I have been asking that God would give me the eyes to see how he sees. And there are areas of brokenness and hurt from the last two years that he is still mending. I'm finally at a point that I'm allowing him to break down walls and heal wounds. I'm also at a place of beginning to forgive myself for mistakes that I've carried with me.
That said, this weekend, the Lord has taken a lot of opportunities to speak to me. He continues to break my heart in order to teach me the ways his heart breaks. The sermon on Sunday morning was about discouragement and the lies the devil uses. We were reading Nehemiah 4:1-15. The key points of the sermon were:
*God is wanting us to be prepared
*Get Ready. God is getting ready to build you up.
*Who is your foundation? How solid is your foundation?
*Common man with a unique position
*Walls were broken
*God called him and he wanted to go
The phrase that I immediately responded to was: Go and rebuild what is broken.
(It's amazing how God meets us exactly where we are.)
Sunday afternoon, I woke up from a nap with the phrase Tear down what needs to be rebuilt.
I am praying to God to continue to tear down walls in my life that need to be rebuilt by him. I'm very excited to experience these changes he's making!
Last night, Isaiah 61:1 really spoke to the brokenness being mended in my life and how I am to GO and love the brokenhearted through the experiences God allowed me to go through. I am encouraged that he is calling me to be a voice in the church and in the arts to tackle the 'taboo' topics that everyone struggles with.
The Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me, because the LORD has anointed me to bring good news to the afflicted; He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to captives and freedom to prisoners.
Thank you for allowing me to share all of this with you. I am so grateful and humbled to have each of you to hold me accountable in my Christian walk.
Much love!
Romans 15:4 "For everything that was written in the past was written to teach us, so that through the endurance taught in the Scriptures and the encouragement they provide we might have hope."
I have been in prayer over the decision for where I am supposed to go and what job I need to take. I feel that God is very clearly telling me to wait. I am not excited about returning to the fashion industry doing the same thing I did before. God is wanting me to be intentional about my decisions. I do however have the urge to go back to the City, but it will be a very different City. I have been asking that God would give me the eyes to see how he sees. And there are areas of brokenness and hurt from the last two years that he is still mending. I'm finally at a point that I'm allowing him to break down walls and heal wounds. I'm also at a place of beginning to forgive myself for mistakes that I've carried with me.
That said, this weekend, the Lord has taken a lot of opportunities to speak to me. He continues to break my heart in order to teach me the ways his heart breaks. The sermon on Sunday morning was about discouragement and the lies the devil uses. We were reading Nehemiah 4:1-15. The key points of the sermon were:
*God is wanting us to be prepared
*Get Ready. God is getting ready to build you up.
*Who is your foundation? How solid is your foundation?
*Common man with a unique position
*Walls were broken
*God called him and he wanted to go
The phrase that I immediately responded to was: Go and rebuild what is broken.
(It's amazing how God meets us exactly where we are.)
Sunday afternoon, I woke up from a nap with the phrase Tear down what needs to be rebuilt.
I am praying to God to continue to tear down walls in my life that need to be rebuilt by him. I'm very excited to experience these changes he's making!
Last night, Isaiah 61:1 really spoke to the brokenness being mended in my life and how I am to GO and love the brokenhearted through the experiences God allowed me to go through. I am encouraged that he is calling me to be a voice in the church and in the arts to tackle the 'taboo' topics that everyone struggles with.
The Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me, because the LORD has anointed me to bring good news to the afflicted; He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to captives and freedom to prisoners.
Thank you for allowing me to share all of this with you. I am so grateful and humbled to have each of you to hold me accountable in my Christian walk.
Much love!
Romans 15:4 "For everything that was written in the past was written to teach us, so that through the endurance taught in the Scriptures and the encouragement they provide we might have hope."
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Micro Finance in a Material World
Because of my involvement with the group up in Red Hill and bead work at Living Grace, I have been doing a lot of research on micro finance organizations working with artisans to start businesses. The organizations below are only a handful of a long list of non profits doing wonderful things in their respective communities.
Another organization in South Africa, is Learn to Earn in Khayelitsha and Hermanus (Khayelitsha is the largest township in Cape Town.) Similar to Living Way, Learn to Earn works to teach skills training but also focuses on job creation (http://www.learntoearn.org.za/) I'm not in love with their designs but I really like what the organization is doing for local artisans. Also check out "The Feel Good Store. Based in Claremont, Cape Town, the store has been trading since 7 May 2009. Stocking re-conditioned customer returns, limited samples, rejects and over-runs from the various Foschini Group brands, the project aims to fight poverty by training unemployed people in skills relevant to the retail supply chain. In addition to the retail shop, there is also a warehousing and production component to the project. Steady sales, successful recruitment and retention of previously unemployed people in all aspects of the project, positive customer feedback as well as the fact that every cent made goes back into the project, makes this initiative a sustainable model for success." (http://www.tfg.co.za/csi/projects/tfgs.asp)
Of the many organizations I've looked at one US non profit stood out in regard to micro finance for arts in developing countries: Aid to Artisans in West Hartford, CT (http://www.aidtoartisans.org/)
Short list of other organizations worth checking out:
Women Thrive Worldwide http://www.womenthrive.org/
Mercy Corps http://www.mercycorps.org/
Opportunity International http://www.opportunity.org/
HOPE International http://www.hopeinternational.org/site/PageServer
CARE http://www.care.org/
ONE http://www.one.org/us/
This afternoon, I am headed back up to Red Hill to lead a follow up skills/business training course. They are setting up a table at Living Hope to sell jewelry during a fundraiser event this weekend. They need some marketing help as well as basic business (expenses, sales..) I'm honestly a bit disappointed in their choice of buying beads instead of making them, it's not the most sustainable option for their community. I am interested in seeing how much thought they have put into the reality of starting a business. Most importantly they are excited, so be praying that they do well in order to maintain enthusiasm for creating work to sell.
Update Nov. 21, 2010: I just spoke with Al (long term volunteer) and asked how the sale went this weekend. Apparently the ladies didn't sell anything, not because the work wasn't good, but because they were more interested in walking around to see the other tables were selling. So I am encouraged that they saw what the market is like and were able to walk to mall to see how expensive beads really are. They said that this was a good experience and they want to learn how to make recycled beads as well as set up a road side stand near the bus stop (at the bottom of Red Hill.) I will be making one more trip up there before I leave Cape Town to teach a bead making workshop/business training and marketing follow up session.
The first is Quazi Design, a jewelry company specializing in paper and Eco-conscious accessories. The paper beads themselves aren't the best I've seen, but the marketing idea is amazing! (http://www.pureswazi.com/eshop/index.php?cPath=33)
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| Paper Bead Earrings (LOVE this!) |
Of the many organizations I've looked at one US non profit stood out in regard to micro finance for arts in developing countries: Aid to Artisans in West Hartford, CT (http://www.aidtoartisans.org/)
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| Pressed Leaf Card from El Salvador |
Women Thrive Worldwide http://www.womenthrive.org/
Mercy Corps http://www.mercycorps.org/
Opportunity International http://www.opportunity.org/
HOPE International http://www.hopeinternational.org/site/PageServer
CARE http://www.care.org/
ONE http://www.one.org/us/
This afternoon, I am headed back up to Red Hill to lead a follow up skills/business training course. They are setting up a table at Living Hope to sell jewelry during a fundraiser event this weekend. They need some marketing help as well as basic business (expenses, sales..) I'm honestly a bit disappointed in their choice of buying beads instead of making them, it's not the most sustainable option for their community. I am interested in seeing how much thought they have put into the reality of starting a business. Most importantly they are excited, so be praying that they do well in order to maintain enthusiasm for creating work to sell.
Update Nov. 21, 2010: I just spoke with Al (long term volunteer) and asked how the sale went this weekend. Apparently the ladies didn't sell anything, not because the work wasn't good, but because they were more interested in walking around to see the other tables were selling. So I am encouraged that they saw what the market is like and were able to walk to mall to see how expensive beads really are. They said that this was a good experience and they want to learn how to make recycled beads as well as set up a road side stand near the bus stop (at the bottom of Red Hill.) I will be making one more trip up there before I leave Cape Town to teach a bead making workshop/business training and marketing follow up session.
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| Empty home in Red Hill |
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| Church next to the Living Hope container (Middle Camp) |
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| Tammy (6 mo. Volunteer) and me with some of the Red Hill kids! |
Friday, November 12, 2010
In Between Old and New
I have been doing a lot of reflecting on this 'new' life that God is calling me to. Because the details haven't been made known, I'm feeling very much in a limbo between two lives, the old (NYC) and the new (Africa? TN? NYC? Wherever..) I sense God 'stirring the pot' but nothing has been completely revealed as to what the next step is. I am encouraged during this time as he is the light unto my path. Over the past couple of weeks I have been praying specifically that the Lord will provide the foundation for these next steps when I get home...or wherever I am. Please be praying that when I'm presented with opportunities that I will have the wisdom to discern whether it is from God or not. And if something is not from God, it will be made very clear to me.
My devotion this morning was "speaking the truth in love." To do this requires both courage and compassion in order to maximize the impact of our service to his people.
Ephesians 4:15-32
"So I tell you this, and insist on it in the Lord, that you must no longer live as the Gentiles do, in the futility of their thinking. They are darkened in their understanding and separated from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in them due to the hardening of their hearts. Having lost all sensitivity, they have given themselves over to sensuality so as to indulge in every kind of impurity, and they are full of greed.
That, however, is not the way of life you learned when you heard about Christ and were taught in him in accordance with the truth that is in Jesus. You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.
Therefore each of you must put off falsehood and speak truthfully to your neighbor, for we are all members of one body. “In your anger do not sin”: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold. Anyone who has been stealing must steal no longer, but must work, doing something useful with their own hands, that they may have something to share with those in need. Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you."
God has called me to be a missionary to serve his people, whether that is in the continent of Africa, the homeless shelters and community centers of Manhattan, or asking the cashier how their day is at the checkout line at Wal-Mart. I have definitely learned during my time in Cape Town that regardless of where I am, I am to be connected within the community. I need to be in tune with God in order to love and value those who I see daily. I need to make myself available to his people.
Ephesians 5:1-2
"Therefore be imitators of God, as beloved children, and live in love, as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us, a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God."
My devotion this morning was "speaking the truth in love." To do this requires both courage and compassion in order to maximize the impact of our service to his people.
Ephesians 4:15-32
"So I tell you this, and insist on it in the Lord, that you must no longer live as the Gentiles do, in the futility of their thinking. They are darkened in their understanding and separated from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in them due to the hardening of their hearts. Having lost all sensitivity, they have given themselves over to sensuality so as to indulge in every kind of impurity, and they are full of greed.
That, however, is not the way of life you learned when you heard about Christ and were taught in him in accordance with the truth that is in Jesus. You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.
Therefore each of you must put off falsehood and speak truthfully to your neighbor, for we are all members of one body. “In your anger do not sin”: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold. Anyone who has been stealing must steal no longer, but must work, doing something useful with their own hands, that they may have something to share with those in need. Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you."
God has called me to be a missionary to serve his people, whether that is in the continent of Africa, the homeless shelters and community centers of Manhattan, or asking the cashier how their day is at the checkout line at Wal-Mart. I have definitely learned during my time in Cape Town that regardless of where I am, I am to be connected within the community. I need to be in tune with God in order to love and value those who I see daily. I need to make myself available to his people.
Ephesians 5:1-2
"Therefore be imitators of God, as beloved children, and live in love, as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us, a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God."
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Nov. 8-10
Yesterday, we started the morning at Living Grace. Living Grace is another ministry under Living Hope that serves the homeless. We participated in devotions and singing hymns then we split them into two groups for crafts. I was able to lead my group in jewelry making! We beaded bracelets, necklaces and earrings. I had a blast! Joan (she and her husband run LG) asked if I can come every Tuesday morning to teach jewelry making...especially the bracelets made out of cardboard and magazines (pics to come.)
I asked him why. He answered, "Because you have holes in your shoes!"
That afternoon we went up to Red Hill for Kids Club. Here are some pics. The kids are adorable!
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| Love their little feet! |
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Nov. 5-7
My dad and I had a wonderful time catching up these past few days! Friday was much calmer than Thursday, and we were able to spend some father/daughter time shopping and walking around. I took him to meet my bakery friends and to see where I am working at Living Way. Everyone was pretty insistent that I belonged there and not in Red Hill, but I will be back soon enough. It does feel good to be missed though! Even Louis had stopped by the office while I was gone to ask if I was still around. Apparently he was worried that I had gone back to the States. I'm glad to hear he's well and looking forward to catching up with him later this week.
For lunch on Friday, we met up with Casey and Sarah Prince. They are long term missionaries in Ocean View (another township down the road from Masi.) It was great introducing dad to them; they are awesome!
Saturday we went site seeing with the SC team. It was fun to be tourists for a day. We went to the outdoor market, Kirstenbosch Gardens, and Table Mountain. We finished the day having dinner with a few of the other volunteers. The Toad, of course. Fantastic end to a perfect day. Then I said goodbye to dad at the airport last night. Please continue to keep him in your prayers for safe travels. His final flight gets into Knoxville tonight around 9pm EST. I'm sure he's going to be wiped out. I know I am! And it's only Sunday night..
Have a happy Monday! Love you!!
For lunch on Friday, we met up with Casey and Sarah Prince. They are long term missionaries in Ocean View (another township down the road from Masi.) It was great introducing dad to them; they are awesome!
Saturday we went site seeing with the SC team. It was fun to be tourists for a day. We went to the outdoor market, Kirstenbosch Gardens, and Table Mountain. We finished the day having dinner with a few of the other volunteers. The Toad, of course. Fantastic end to a perfect day. Then I said goodbye to dad at the airport last night. Please continue to keep him in your prayers for safe travels. His final flight gets into Knoxville tonight around 9pm EST. I'm sure he's going to be wiped out. I know I am! And it's only Sunday night..
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| Kirstenbosch Gardens |
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| At the top of Table Mountain |
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| Collection fabrics/materials sneak peek! |
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
God is Real, In Red Hill
Starting this week, I have been working with a team from Hilton Head, SC (Low Country Church) in the Red Hill Township. We have done kids club and leadership training as well as door to door ministry. It has been a breath of fresh air! I love getting involved within the community and meeting those who live there. Of course the kids are adorable!
AND my dad arrived safely around 4:10pm this afternoon. He is exhausted but doing well. It's so surreal to have him here...and I'm loving every minute of it! Tomorrow is a very busy day with painting/construction projects, leadership development training, kids club and a community celebration. I absolutely cannot wait! On Friday dad and I will be spending the day at Living Way so he can meet my family there. I am praising God for this time with him and the opportunity to minister in Red Hill.
AND my dad arrived safely around 4:10pm this afternoon. He is exhausted but doing well. It's so surreal to have him here...and I'm loving every minute of it! Tomorrow is a very busy day with painting/construction projects, leadership development training, kids club and a community celebration. I absolutely cannot wait! On Friday dad and I will be spending the day at Living Way so he can meet my family there. I am praising God for this time with him and the opportunity to minister in Red Hill.
Friday, October 29, 2010
It's Friday!
I finally finished painting some jersey fabric that I bought a month ago. I've been working on this project in my spare time here at work to create some buzz about a fabric printing workshop that I want to teach in the next few weeks. The sewing ladies told me today that they would be very interested in a class if I were to teach one. Now the last hoop to jump through is getting the workshop approved...luckily I'm persistent (stubborn.)
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| In progress painting |
I'm still playing around with different ideas of what the final product will be. A dress or tank or loose cropped shirt? I'm looking forward to seeing Louis on Monday and see what he thinks. I love the idea of doing a collaboration project with him. But we'll see what the Lord has planned, because I don't want to take time away from him that could be used to produce work to sell. Please keep Louis in your thoughts and prayers; I haven't seen him around at all this past week. I'm assuming he's working from home, but I've missed seeing him!
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| Quick application sketch |
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Yei? Yay!
Currently my dad is in Yei, Sudan doing medical mission work. In 6 days, he'll be in Cape Town! I cannot wait to see my daddy!
I only made two requests during this trip to Sudan: fabric and beads. Both of which I'm happy to say that he has found or has in hand. I'm going to be a very happy girl in less than a week.
I had posted some quick 2 minute sketches that I had done, but found that I kept looking at them very critically. I decided to take them down until I feel less judge-y.
Last weekend I found a bead store that is closing in a couple of weeks and everything was on clearance. I walked away with a very heavy bag of florescent and neon treasures. It only cost me R50 ($7!!) I can't wait to see what fabrics my dad bought to see where this collection is going! (Also, thank you daddy for carrying my beautiful but heavy treasures back to the States for me! I love you!) I'm finding it's easy to start thinking about my bakery friends in the context of how their personalities translate into fabric, color and texture choices. I'm so looking forward to introducing them to you through this collection. I plan on using recycled and natural materials as much as possible (burlap/empty flour bags/feathers/quills/stone or ceramic.) When I get back to Tennessee then I will be able to print and dye fabrics to compliment what I find here. I'll be sure and post a sneak peak next week!
Next week, I will be working with a team coming from North Carolina. The group (mostly women) are working in the Red Hill Township to teach women how to make jewelry/crafts out of recycled materials. The first week is mainly leadership training, the second is the sustainable skills training. I am so excited to finally get my hands dirty and talk design. Though I will really miss my Living Way family for the week and half I'm gone. Unlike Masi, Red Hill is literally government land that is divided into three separate camps on the side of a hill. The top camp is Colored, middle is Black, the bottom is Refugees/Foreign Nationals. These camps are set up this way by social ranking. I haven't had the opportunity to work in Red Hill yet, so I really looking forward to meeting new friends and loving on more of my brothers and sisters.
I only made two requests during this trip to Sudan: fabric and beads. Both of which I'm happy to say that he has found or has in hand. I'm going to be a very happy girl in less than a week.
I had posted some quick 2 minute sketches that I had done, but found that I kept looking at them very critically. I decided to take them down until I feel less judge-y.
Last weekend I found a bead store that is closing in a couple of weeks and everything was on clearance. I walked away with a very heavy bag of florescent and neon treasures. It only cost me R50 ($7!!) I can't wait to see what fabrics my dad bought to see where this collection is going! (Also, thank you daddy for carrying my beautiful but heavy treasures back to the States for me! I love you!) I'm finding it's easy to start thinking about my bakery friends in the context of how their personalities translate into fabric, color and texture choices. I'm so looking forward to introducing them to you through this collection. I plan on using recycled and natural materials as much as possible (burlap/empty flour bags/feathers/quills/stone or ceramic.) When I get back to Tennessee then I will be able to print and dye fabrics to compliment what I find here. I'll be sure and post a sneak peak next week!
Next week, I will be working with a team coming from North Carolina. The group (mostly women) are working in the Red Hill Township to teach women how to make jewelry/crafts out of recycled materials. The first week is mainly leadership training, the second is the sustainable skills training. I am so excited to finally get my hands dirty and talk design. Though I will really miss my Living Way family for the week and half I'm gone. Unlike Masi, Red Hill is literally government land that is divided into three separate camps on the side of a hill. The top camp is Colored, middle is Black, the bottom is Refugees/Foreign Nationals. These camps are set up this way by social ranking. I haven't had the opportunity to work in Red Hill yet, so I really looking forward to meeting new friends and loving on more of my brothers and sisters.
Thursday Morning Reflection
Yesterday was a long day here. I woke up with a stomach bug and everything seemed to be harder to process than normal. Richard is out for the week. He is in the Democratic Republic of the Congo working to set up other economic empowerment campuses there, based on the Living Way model. Because of his absence, I have had the opportunity to wear many hats this week. Though it's been a good experience, I am exhausted.
The bakery had been having trouble with the slicer working and the repair man, Jeremy, came out to see what the problem was. Turns out the spring wasn't spring-ing like it should. I watched Jeremy take the tiny starter box apart and made a mental note in case I have to fix it in the future. After he finished replacing the part, he accidentally locked his keys in his truck. My heart sank for him! I know how awful and embarrassed he felt. I brought him back to the main office to use the phone and call his employers to see what to do. He was very nervous to call because this was apparently the second time he had done this. What ended up happening was that the employers refused to pick him up and he had to figure out the problem at his expense. We searched through the yellow pages and finally found one locksmith that was close by and affordable. Jeremy had to use the majority of the money that I paid him in order to pay the locksmith, now he owes his employers. I told him I would be praying for him as he left. The comment caught him off guard, but he politely said thanks and left. I do pray that his day improved. I thank God for the opportunity to be encouraging to Jeremy.
Everything else yesterday can be summed up in one word: drama. I was too under the weather to deal with playing bakery manager. I felt like an RA sitting in a circle while they played the blame game. Pray for them! They come from a place of hurt and anger, and they don't know how to work as a team. The deeper I get involved with them, more issues come out. I am praying that God gives me the wisdom to know how to handle each situation and the grace to see past the drama. I love them so much!
Thank God that my stomach is slowly settling down this morning. I woke up starving but have only had the courage to nibble at my loaf of bead and sip hot tea. So as I'm taking my communion, I will be thanking God for my friends at home as well as my friends here. I love you and hope that each of you are truly blessed today!
The bakery had been having trouble with the slicer working and the repair man, Jeremy, came out to see what the problem was. Turns out the spring wasn't spring-ing like it should. I watched Jeremy take the tiny starter box apart and made a mental note in case I have to fix it in the future. After he finished replacing the part, he accidentally locked his keys in his truck. My heart sank for him! I know how awful and embarrassed he felt. I brought him back to the main office to use the phone and call his employers to see what to do. He was very nervous to call because this was apparently the second time he had done this. What ended up happening was that the employers refused to pick him up and he had to figure out the problem at his expense. We searched through the yellow pages and finally found one locksmith that was close by and affordable. Jeremy had to use the majority of the money that I paid him in order to pay the locksmith, now he owes his employers. I told him I would be praying for him as he left. The comment caught him off guard, but he politely said thanks and left. I do pray that his day improved. I thank God for the opportunity to be encouraging to Jeremy.
Everything else yesterday can be summed up in one word: drama. I was too under the weather to deal with playing bakery manager. I felt like an RA sitting in a circle while they played the blame game. Pray for them! They come from a place of hurt and anger, and they don't know how to work as a team. The deeper I get involved with them, more issues come out. I am praying that God gives me the wisdom to know how to handle each situation and the grace to see past the drama. I love them so much!
Thank God that my stomach is slowly settling down this morning. I woke up starving but have only had the courage to nibble at my loaf of bead and sip hot tea. So as I'm taking my communion, I will be thanking God for my friends at home as well as my friends here. I love you and hope that each of you are truly blessed today!
Friday, October 22, 2010
Beautiful Praise!
UPDATE:
The girl I was speaking about in the previous post. She stopped by the office today to pick up her wages for the week (her baby ran out of diapers and she couldn't take him to day care, so she missed work.) I asked how she was and she lit up with the most beautiful smile that I will never forget! She said that she is good and God is good. She then told me that after we had prayed yesterday she had gone home, her boyfriend needed to talk to her. He said that before she got home a bunch of the gang members had been there and he told them they had to leave. She asked him why he said that (keep in mind, these were his friends.) He replied that he knew she wasn't happy and he wants her to be happy. Keep praying!! This is such a huge praise! She told him about our skills training at Living Way and he wants to find out more. I told her to keep praying and asking God to work in her life. She said that her boyfriend seems changed and she is happy. I am lifting them up and surrounding her and her children in prayer. And I met her 6 month old baby boy. He was strapped to her back and is the most beautiful child I have ever seen. Great big brown eyes! She even introduced me to him as 'Aunt Lauren.'
I saw God today. Prayer is powerful. Be encouraged. God is at work and does so in magnificent ways!
The girl I was speaking about in the previous post. She stopped by the office today to pick up her wages for the week (her baby ran out of diapers and she couldn't take him to day care, so she missed work.) I asked how she was and she lit up with the most beautiful smile that I will never forget! She said that she is good and God is good. She then told me that after we had prayed yesterday she had gone home, her boyfriend needed to talk to her. He said that before she got home a bunch of the gang members had been there and he told them they had to leave. She asked him why he said that (keep in mind, these were his friends.) He replied that he knew she wasn't happy and he wants her to be happy. Keep praying!! This is such a huge praise! She told him about our skills training at Living Way and he wants to find out more. I told her to keep praying and asking God to work in her life. She said that her boyfriend seems changed and she is happy. I am lifting them up and surrounding her and her children in prayer. And I met her 6 month old baby boy. He was strapped to her back and is the most beautiful child I have ever seen. Great big brown eyes! She even introduced me to him as 'Aunt Lauren.'
I saw God today. Prayer is powerful. Be encouraged. God is at work and does so in magnificent ways!
Still in that Whale's Belly
Sorry for the long pause and no updates! It has been a pretty crazy week here. The Lausanne Conference started on Sunday and 108 of the delegates visited Living Hope yesterday. I had been working very hard on Living Way's presentation and am glad to say that it is over and went well!
Here's a (not so brief...sorry!) update from the week:
Monday: Business training meeting with the bakery folk (stock control.) It went alright..they still aren't making a connection that the raw materials affect what you can make and then ultimately what you can sell. This is a slow process, but I'm trusting God to make all things known in his time.
Tuesday: Crazy day of presentation planning. Chasing down flour delivery men. A lot of running around. I spoke with Vusi, he still hasn't found a new place but is hopeful that something will become available.
Wednesday: Emotionally difficult day. We have a weekly Update and Planning meeting with the bakery. No one showed up. One girl looked at me, smiled, turned and walked away. I felt pretty defeated. What Richard and I are trying to do is not a joke. It's heartbreaking to want someone to succeed so badly and they don't want it for themselves! I'm still praying through this. I know that God hasn't given up on them, so neither will I.
Thursday: Lausanne Presentation took up the whole morning. Ran back for the rescheduled (and now mandatory) Update and Planning meeting. Poverty has taught these women more excuses than I have ever heard!
"We can't make more bread because our mixer won't make double the amount."
"We can't sell because we're black."
"The customers won't buy our bread that is sliced because the slicer cuts too thin, but people won't buy unsliced bread."
"We can't make contracts because we're not educated and don't dress nice."
Every day it's another excuse. We are on the front lines, and dammit this poverty mindset will not win!
(Prayer: Currently they are making 10 loaves at a time in a 20 loaf oven! Gas cost is through the roof. If production doesn't improve soon, the business will close. Richard called the original bakery trainer to get some advise on what to do. I hope to have more information soon.)
Spoke with Louis. His sewing machine is not working. We took it apart and the gears are completely rusted through. He doesn't have the money to get it repaired but did find a supplier that sells new sewing machine parts. I am praying for wisdom to how to handle this situation. Part of me wants to raise support to get him a new industrial sewing machine, but I can't just give him one (nor am I allowed to.) That would ultimately leave him with a void when I leave. That causes more damage than good. Luckily there are sewing classes on campus so I can ask one of the trainers where to rent-to-buy a machine. On an exciting note, he is interested in a fabric printing workshop! (Pray that he is able to find the parts to fix his machine until God gives me the insight into dealing with this in the long term.)
Prayer focus: I spoke with one of the bakery ladies (I'm not saying her name as the situation is so personal) and asked how she was doing. She broke down and cried. She told me she didn't want to live anymore in these conditions! Her boyfriend is mixed up with the wrong people, more than likely a gang. He's drinking which also means there is probably abuse. They are both barely into 'adulthood' and have two little babies. Her life is hard and unfortunately very common. She is going to a single mothers support group that a Living Hope counselor leads. From the desperation in her voice, you know she's exhausted. She's scared. She doesn't have any family. Her mother abandoned her at two months and her relatives won't have anything to do with her because she was raised by a natural healing grandmother. Her extended family called her a witch. I had a beautiful opportunity to pray with her and ask her if she knew Jesus and was involved with a church. I told her that she was valued and worth so much. I encouraged her to be strong and to work hard so she is able to continue to provide for her babies. She said she wants my life. I didn't know how to respond, other than telling her that my heart is here and that I love her. Please keep her in your prayers!
My heart keeps getting broken over and over again for my friends in Masi. I want so much to make their lives better, but feel so helpless in the process. I don't know where God is taking me, but for now I'm getting comfortable in the belly.
Here's a (not so brief...sorry!) update from the week:
Monday: Business training meeting with the bakery folk (stock control.) It went alright..they still aren't making a connection that the raw materials affect what you can make and then ultimately what you can sell. This is a slow process, but I'm trusting God to make all things known in his time.
Tuesday: Crazy day of presentation planning. Chasing down flour delivery men. A lot of running around. I spoke with Vusi, he still hasn't found a new place but is hopeful that something will become available.
Wednesday: Emotionally difficult day. We have a weekly Update and Planning meeting with the bakery. No one showed up. One girl looked at me, smiled, turned and walked away. I felt pretty defeated. What Richard and I are trying to do is not a joke. It's heartbreaking to want someone to succeed so badly and they don't want it for themselves! I'm still praying through this. I know that God hasn't given up on them, so neither will I.
Thursday: Lausanne Presentation took up the whole morning. Ran back for the rescheduled (and now mandatory) Update and Planning meeting. Poverty has taught these women more excuses than I have ever heard!
"We can't make more bread because our mixer won't make double the amount."
"We can't sell because we're black."
"The customers won't buy our bread that is sliced because the slicer cuts too thin, but people won't buy unsliced bread."
"We can't make contracts because we're not educated and don't dress nice."
Every day it's another excuse. We are on the front lines, and dammit this poverty mindset will not win!
(Prayer: Currently they are making 10 loaves at a time in a 20 loaf oven! Gas cost is through the roof. If production doesn't improve soon, the business will close. Richard called the original bakery trainer to get some advise on what to do. I hope to have more information soon.)
Spoke with Louis. His sewing machine is not working. We took it apart and the gears are completely rusted through. He doesn't have the money to get it repaired but did find a supplier that sells new sewing machine parts. I am praying for wisdom to how to handle this situation. Part of me wants to raise support to get him a new industrial sewing machine, but I can't just give him one (nor am I allowed to.) That would ultimately leave him with a void when I leave. That causes more damage than good. Luckily there are sewing classes on campus so I can ask one of the trainers where to rent-to-buy a machine. On an exciting note, he is interested in a fabric printing workshop! (Pray that he is able to find the parts to fix his machine until God gives me the insight into dealing with this in the long term.)
Prayer focus: I spoke with one of the bakery ladies (I'm not saying her name as the situation is so personal) and asked how she was doing. She broke down and cried. She told me she didn't want to live anymore in these conditions! Her boyfriend is mixed up with the wrong people, more than likely a gang. He's drinking which also means there is probably abuse. They are both barely into 'adulthood' and have two little babies. Her life is hard and unfortunately very common. She is going to a single mothers support group that a Living Hope counselor leads. From the desperation in her voice, you know she's exhausted. She's scared. She doesn't have any family. Her mother abandoned her at two months and her relatives won't have anything to do with her because she was raised by a natural healing grandmother. Her extended family called her a witch. I had a beautiful opportunity to pray with her and ask her if she knew Jesus and was involved with a church. I told her that she was valued and worth so much. I encouraged her to be strong and to work hard so she is able to continue to provide for her babies. She said she wants my life. I didn't know how to respond, other than telling her that my heart is here and that I love her. Please keep her in your prayers!
My heart keeps getting broken over and over again for my friends in Masi. I want so much to make their lives better, but feel so helpless in the process. I don't know where God is taking me, but for now I'm getting comfortable in the belly.
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Prayer 10-14-10
Please be in prayer for the following:
Vusi is a wire artist here on the Living Way campus. He came into the office asking if I could help him with a search on Gumtree (South Africa and UK's Craigslist.) He URGENTLY needs a flat to rent that is in the Capri area. Please ask that God will provide a 1 bedroom flat that is within walking distance to the LW campus that is within his means. If you are interested in reading more about Vusi: http://www.livingway.co.za/vusi.html
One of the ladies in the bakery was in and out of the hospital this week. She has been complaining about severe back and stomach pains. She described the pain as the weight of a brick. Please ask that the Lord would put his healing touch upon her. I am also praying that God would change her heart and attitude as she is very difficult to work with and is the source to a lot of drama within the bakery.
John Thomas (Founder/Chairman of Living Hope with his wife Avril) just had surgery and is home recovering. Due to the type of surgery, he is in a lot of pain. Please pray for a quick and less painful recovery. Please also keep Avril in your prayers as she is overlooking all of Living Hope and taking care of John. For more background information regarding John and Avril as well as Living Hope: http://www.livinghope.co.za/
I hope to have updates soon! Continued thanks for partnering with me in prayer for the many people here.
"Put on salvation as your helmet, and take the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. Pray in the Spirit at all times and on every occasion. Stay alert and be persistent in your prayers for all believers everywhere. And pray for me, too. Ask God to give me the right words so I can boldly explain God’s mysterious plan that the Good News is for Jews and Gentiles alike." Ephesians 6: 17-19 (NLT)
Vusi is a wire artist here on the Living Way campus. He came into the office asking if I could help him with a search on Gumtree (South Africa and UK's Craigslist.) He URGENTLY needs a flat to rent that is in the Capri area. Please ask that God will provide a 1 bedroom flat that is within walking distance to the LW campus that is within his means. If you are interested in reading more about Vusi: http://www.livingway.co.za/vusi.html
One of the ladies in the bakery was in and out of the hospital this week. She has been complaining about severe back and stomach pains. She described the pain as the weight of a brick. Please ask that the Lord would put his healing touch upon her. I am also praying that God would change her heart and attitude as she is very difficult to work with and is the source to a lot of drama within the bakery.
John Thomas (Founder/Chairman of Living Hope with his wife Avril) just had surgery and is home recovering. Due to the type of surgery, he is in a lot of pain. Please pray for a quick and less painful recovery. Please also keep Avril in your prayers as she is overlooking all of Living Hope and taking care of John. For more background information regarding John and Avril as well as Living Hope: http://www.livinghope.co.za/
I hope to have updates soon! Continued thanks for partnering with me in prayer for the many people here.
"Put on salvation as your helmet, and take the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. Pray in the Spirit at all times and on every occasion. Stay alert and be persistent in your prayers for all believers everywhere. And pray for me, too. Ask God to give me the right words so I can boldly explain God’s mysterious plan that the Good News is for Jews and Gentiles alike." Ephesians 6: 17-19 (NLT)
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Light Bulb Moments
(Part 1)
2 Timothy 1:7 "God did not give us a spirit that makes us afraid but a spirit of power and love and self control."
God wants us to develop self-discipline that pushes us to do things, even if others are giving up. In business, we need to be self-disciplined in order to maintain a successful work ethic.
1. People with self-discipline master their moods. They live by their commitments, not their emotions. People who do the right thing even when they don't feel like it accomplish a lot. Proverbs 25:28 "A man without self control is as defenseless as a city with broken down walls."
2. People with self-discipline watch their words. They think before they speak. Proverbs 13:3 "He who guards his lips guards his life."
3. People with self-discipline restrain their reactions. How much can you take before losing your cool? Proverbs 19:11 "If you are sensible, you will control your temper. When someone wrongs you, it is a great virtue to ignore it."
4. People with self-discipline stick to their schedule. If you don't determine how you will spend your time, others will surely decide for you! Ephesians 5:15-16 "Live life, then, with a due sense of responsibility...Make the best use of your time."
I definitely feel like I'm learning how to become a manager the more I'm involved with the bakery! Over the past week I've been chasing down delivery men (flour and yeast mostly,) distributed weekly wages, and general HR with some drama amongst the trainees. If the Lord is preparing me to start my own business or at least manage one, I'm taking the hint. So this afternoon I just completed my first devotional (above) and weekly business update/review meeting with Five Loaves Bakery. Richard and I have set up these meetings in order to get the bakery trainees to understand cost, business basics, planning for the week and selling. We showed them what the total production was based on the actual amount of bread sold. Then I sat with them and calculated the potential amount earned if everything sells, before expenses and wages. It was like a small little light bulb lit up. I pray that they are beginning to grasp that the more they produce, the more potential money they will bring into the business. In short, the bakery has been in the red and if they increase their production next week like we planned, the bakery will break even. One of the bakers asked if I thought they could do it. I told them I believe they can and asked him if he thought they could do it. He said, "I hope so."
I hope so too. I want to see them succeed. If anything, I want them to start putting the pieces together and have a general understanding of business that would help them become employed locally. I am praying that they start to take responsibility and apply self-discipline towards their business. It's pretty exciting to see God working on people like this.
2 Timothy 1:7 "God did not give us a spirit that makes us afraid but a spirit of power and love and self control."
God wants us to develop self-discipline that pushes us to do things, even if others are giving up. In business, we need to be self-disciplined in order to maintain a successful work ethic.
1. People with self-discipline master their moods. They live by their commitments, not their emotions. People who do the right thing even when they don't feel like it accomplish a lot. Proverbs 25:28 "A man without self control is as defenseless as a city with broken down walls."
2. People with self-discipline watch their words. They think before they speak. Proverbs 13:3 "He who guards his lips guards his life."
3. People with self-discipline restrain their reactions. How much can you take before losing your cool? Proverbs 19:11 "If you are sensible, you will control your temper. When someone wrongs you, it is a great virtue to ignore it."
4. People with self-discipline stick to their schedule. If you don't determine how you will spend your time, others will surely decide for you! Ephesians 5:15-16 "Live life, then, with a due sense of responsibility...Make the best use of your time."
I definitely feel like I'm learning how to become a manager the more I'm involved with the bakery! Over the past week I've been chasing down delivery men (flour and yeast mostly,) distributed weekly wages, and general HR with some drama amongst the trainees. If the Lord is preparing me to start my own business or at least manage one, I'm taking the hint. So this afternoon I just completed my first devotional (above) and weekly business update/review meeting with Five Loaves Bakery. Richard and I have set up these meetings in order to get the bakery trainees to understand cost, business basics, planning for the week and selling. We showed them what the total production was based on the actual amount of bread sold. Then I sat with them and calculated the potential amount earned if everything sells, before expenses and wages. It was like a small little light bulb lit up. I pray that they are beginning to grasp that the more they produce, the more potential money they will bring into the business. In short, the bakery has been in the red and if they increase their production next week like we planned, the bakery will break even. One of the bakers asked if I thought they could do it. I told them I believe they can and asked him if he thought they could do it. He said, "I hope so."
I hope so too. I want to see them succeed. If anything, I want them to start putting the pieces together and have a general understanding of business that would help them become employed locally. I am praying that they start to take responsibility and apply self-discipline towards their business. It's pretty exciting to see God working on people like this.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
FURIO SS2011
My dear friends Catherine Furio and Parker Manis have completed the FURIO SS2011 collection. I partnered with them before leaving NYC, creating printed and hand dyed fabrics. Their designs are amazing! I just saw the finalized look book and wanted to share a few images with you. (Jewelry by Jen and Kimberly Gennace of IANNECI for FURIO...hands down awesome work!)
Enjoy!
Enjoy!
Catherine & Parker, Know that you are in my prayers. I am praising God for the opportunity to have the FURIO label in a London Showroom! I am praying that God will continue to bless both of you and that all your work is for his glory. Much love!
Monday, October 11, 2010
Louis: 10-11-10 update
I stopped by Louis' studio for an update. I missed seeing him the end of last week and wanted to make sure he was alright. He's doing well and had been out selling. I asked him for an update on life, selling, gaining clients...
He's so focused. It's such a fantastic change from most people here that expect money to fall from the sky. He knows that in order to make money, he has to go out and earn it. He was so proud to tell me all the locations where he's put up signs. Louis is also working on a business card. I told him to give me some so I can help market his business. He also told me about starting an album (portfolio) of upholstery work, that way he'll be able to show potential clients his craftsmanship. His basic business skills are great. His marketing is great. His location within the Masi community...not so good. I asked him how his selling is going. He is very realistic that it takes time to grow and is trying to stay positive. Apparently word of mouth has been spreading, but not for his tailoring ability just his upholstery. Anytime I bring up fashion, he lights up. It's sad to see that he is so talented and works so hard, but isn't in the right community to allow him to follow his dream. I do have hope that given the opportunity to go outside of Masi, he will flourish.
Please be praying that Louis doesn't become discouraged. I am praying specifically that he is able to build a strong foundation in his upholstery business that would then allow for him to save money to travel outside of Masi. It's a shame that public transportation is so lacking. Even if you have the drive to get over the mountain to downtown, there isn't a way. I am asking God to provide a way. I don't know where Louis is in relationship to Christianity. He did ask me about the verse on my wrist. When I said Psalms, he knew it came from the Bible. It's a start. I'm really excited to see where God takes this friendship, and I am praying that God is the focus and clearly visible.
He's so focused. It's such a fantastic change from most people here that expect money to fall from the sky. He knows that in order to make money, he has to go out and earn it. He was so proud to tell me all the locations where he's put up signs. Louis is also working on a business card. I told him to give me some so I can help market his business. He also told me about starting an album (portfolio) of upholstery work, that way he'll be able to show potential clients his craftsmanship. His basic business skills are great. His marketing is great. His location within the Masi community...not so good. I asked him how his selling is going. He is very realistic that it takes time to grow and is trying to stay positive. Apparently word of mouth has been spreading, but not for his tailoring ability just his upholstery. Anytime I bring up fashion, he lights up. It's sad to see that he is so talented and works so hard, but isn't in the right community to allow him to follow his dream. I do have hope that given the opportunity to go outside of Masi, he will flourish.
Please be praying that Louis doesn't become discouraged. I am praying specifically that he is able to build a strong foundation in his upholstery business that would then allow for him to save money to travel outside of Masi. It's a shame that public transportation is so lacking. Even if you have the drive to get over the mountain to downtown, there isn't a way. I am asking God to provide a way. I don't know where Louis is in relationship to Christianity. He did ask me about the verse on my wrist. When I said Psalms, he knew it came from the Bible. It's a start. I'm really excited to see where God takes this friendship, and I am praying that God is the focus and clearly visible.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Masi
I've been doing a lot of reflecting, some internal but mostly out loud, about what I've been allowed to see here. God is opening my eyes a lot the last couple of days. I've been asking to get more hands on at Living Way and also within the townships. I feel that it's difficult to be in an office when the community surrounding LW is in such need for help.
Masi (pronounced Moss-E) is a growing township of shacks and home to over 25000 people. Shacks are being built on top of existing shacks. No joke, two story shacks. No running water, no electricity and consisting of one room. And forget indoor plumbing/toilets. The Xhosa's who live in Masiphumele (which means "We will succeed") are in the southern peninsula because they were pushed south by other tribes. I found out that they are considered the 'dogs' of Africa (by other Africans) because they couldn't defend their land. Forget apartheid, to be considered the least of these by your own continent, how do you rise up and succeed? This is what LW faces by working alongside this community. On top of that, there is the mentality that "I don't need to work for something when somebody will give it to me."
As Christians, we come with good intentions to help our neighbor or 'the poor' rise out of poverty. The problem is that we give them fish without teaching them to fish. And they are capable of fishing. They don't believe they are nor will they ever if we keep handing it to them. I'm not saying you should stop giving. It's good to give, but we need to be mindful that we are helping to empower someone through sustainable means.
I got smacked in the face when I started thinking about the women in the bakery and their living situations as they all live in Masi with children struggling to make ends meat.
I don't come from where they do. I don't know what it's like to live in a shack and to be truly cold/hot, hungry and uncomfortable. I've never had to face those kinds of circumstances and find joy there. Then again, they think I'm weird for going to school, getting a job and still being single. I'm even more of a freak because I don't have children, and I'm getting old. One of the women asked me why I dress like a boy in baggy jeans. I told her I was cold and wasn't going to wear skirts everyday. She replied with "Me, I don't like jeans. They make you look fat." I thought it was funny. Maybe that's the reason I'm still single.
So I'm trying to meet them where they are without a true understanding of where that is. Jesus meets us where we are, but he's already walked the path for us. I'm just not that cool. I can't walk the path for these women. All I can do is love them.
So I'm starting a devotional with my friends in the bakery as a part of my ministry plan here. There will be more opportunities to lead workshops and teach jewelry/knitting/fabric printing, but my main purpose is to show them Christ's love. I'm praying that God will provide the topic of the devotional/Bible study. I know that he will break down barriers of communication and upbringing, so that we can all come to a place together. I know without a doubt that God will already meet each of them where they are, so I don't need to worry about doing that. I just need to be their sister in Christ and love them completely. It's beyond words how amazing it is getting to know each of them. I don't even mind when they call me fat in my baggy boy jeans.
Masi (pronounced Moss-E) is a growing township of shacks and home to over 25000 people. Shacks are being built on top of existing shacks. No joke, two story shacks. No running water, no electricity and consisting of one room. And forget indoor plumbing/toilets. The Xhosa's who live in Masiphumele (which means "We will succeed") are in the southern peninsula because they were pushed south by other tribes. I found out that they are considered the 'dogs' of Africa (by other Africans) because they couldn't defend their land. Forget apartheid, to be considered the least of these by your own continent, how do you rise up and succeed? This is what LW faces by working alongside this community. On top of that, there is the mentality that "I don't need to work for something when somebody will give it to me."
As Christians, we come with good intentions to help our neighbor or 'the poor' rise out of poverty. The problem is that we give them fish without teaching them to fish. And they are capable of fishing. They don't believe they are nor will they ever if we keep handing it to them. I'm not saying you should stop giving. It's good to give, but we need to be mindful that we are helping to empower someone through sustainable means.
I got smacked in the face when I started thinking about the women in the bakery and their living situations as they all live in Masi with children struggling to make ends meat.
I don't come from where they do. I don't know what it's like to live in a shack and to be truly cold/hot, hungry and uncomfortable. I've never had to face those kinds of circumstances and find joy there. Then again, they think I'm weird for going to school, getting a job and still being single. I'm even more of a freak because I don't have children, and I'm getting old. One of the women asked me why I dress like a boy in baggy jeans. I told her I was cold and wasn't going to wear skirts everyday. She replied with "Me, I don't like jeans. They make you look fat." I thought it was funny. Maybe that's the reason I'm still single.
So I'm trying to meet them where they are without a true understanding of where that is. Jesus meets us where we are, but he's already walked the path for us. I'm just not that cool. I can't walk the path for these women. All I can do is love them.
So I'm starting a devotional with my friends in the bakery as a part of my ministry plan here. There will be more opportunities to lead workshops and teach jewelry/knitting/fabric printing, but my main purpose is to show them Christ's love. I'm praying that God will provide the topic of the devotional/Bible study. I know that he will break down barriers of communication and upbringing, so that we can all come to a place together. I know without a doubt that God will already meet each of them where they are, so I don't need to worry about doing that. I just need to be their sister in Christ and love them completely. It's beyond words how amazing it is getting to know each of them. I don't even mind when they call me fat in my baggy boy jeans.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
0ct 1-4 in Pictures
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| Table Mountain |
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| Muizenberg |
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| LW main office |
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| LW classrooms |
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| LW gardens for Agriculture Training |
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| LW campus kitchen (Five Loaves Bakery works from here.) |
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| Some of my friends at Five Loaves Bakery |
“Let’s change our language. Let’s not talk about ‘the poor’ anymore. We talk about our friends. The problem is, most of us don’t have friends who are poor. That speaks to the poverty of our friendships.” — Chris Heuertz, co-international executive director of Word Made Flesh
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